Argh! I've screwed myself over twice tonight, both have which resulted in me (a) not seeing/talking to ty and (b) not doing anything and spending Friday night watching Dawson's Creek.

So first of all, it was absolutely beautiful out today so I totally felt like doing something like just going to hang out in the park or whatever. So for spare we just lounged outside and then I went to World Issues and totally forgot that we had ISP Interviews so it was a free period O_O. So then Mr Rice took forever forever forever to get the class started and then told us to leave if we didn't have Interviwes so I rushed out and Ty wasn't in the pit. DAMN IT! So I ran to my locker and got my Englihs stuff and went to talk to Sheena and Ashlee outside on their spare. And I was debating over and over with myself whether I wanted to walk the long way down Richmond and cut through the park because I thought that Ty would probably be skating in the park because it was so nice out. But then I finally decided that I was tired so I didn't want to walk the extra blocks to go down Richmond (I WAS SO STUPID!). And by the time I reached Oxford I was *totally* regretting that, and Eric told me I should wlak back to the park, but I figured that they probably would've left if they were there at all. *cries*. So I got home and was all depressed because I was alone and didn't have anyone to hang out with. I actually wish I was working so I would have something to do, it would be less pathetic :/

But *then* like, maybe 10 minutes ago the phone rang and it was from some weird name thingy on caller display so my mom said it was a solicitor and not to answer it. And I thought "well, the only people I'm expecting calls from are possibly Ty and Jen about the player's show tonight". Then like not even a minute later, the same place called back! and thats when I saw there was a message, and sure enough it WAS from Ty. ARRRGH! SO for the past like 20 minutes I'm sitting here sending brain waves to the phone, trying to will it to ring. *CRIES* Call me back!!!!! :( :( :( :(

I'm so sad and lonely and boooooored.

*MISERABLE*

I'm going to pout now.

Edit (12:38 am):

Okay, so I feel a little better now...Ty called back (of course while I was in the shower, go figure!) and we talked for a bit. Turns out he went home at some point in the day before fifth so I *didn't* miss him by not walking home through the park.

I'm really disappointed that we won't be able to do something for so long.. like, tomorrow we have total opposite shifts, Sunday I must work on my divorce presentation with Kelly, and I have a World Issues ISP and a Finite test next week that I need to study for (plus I'm working Tuesday and Wednesday night and Ty's working Thursday night! How fucked is that?) ARGH. Damn you silvercity. I miss you so so much Ty, I just wish you were here right now :(

Gotta go to sleep now. Can't wait up. I bought Harry Potter and watched a little more than half of it but then got too tired so now I need to go to bed. I gotta work tomorrow at 11:30 so I want to be semi-awake for that. See you later.

<3 Cat