You know what? I honestly don't have a problem with people that I know in real life reading this journal, but you just have to realize one thing. This is exactly what it says it is: a journal. An online diary in which I write my thoughts, feelings and experiences in.. and if I know youl; either at work, at school, or anywhere else, there's a chance that at one point or another your name will be mentioned, either for good or bad.

I've said this before, but obviously I'm going to have to reiterate. The entries in this diary are only my thoughts and feelings on that particular day. Whatever I may say, whatever went on at that time is not meant to hurt anyone.. it's just me expressing myself. A few entries ago I wrote a few sentences refering to some supervisors at work, and them sitting in the staffroom a lot. Apparently a few people decided it was their business to forward this entry to one of the supervisors it pertained to. Well, I'm not going to appologize because I don't think I have to, seeing as it's my diary and it was your own choice to read it. It honestly wasn't meant as an attack on him, it was just how I was feeling. In all honesty, I think Brad is a great person and a good supervisor.. a little too bitter and grumpy sometimes, but hey everyone has their flaws. I'm sorry it was taken extremely personally, but it shouldn't have been. If you're going to get pissed off at what I write, then the answer is simple: don't read it.

While I'm on the subject, I was going to write another entry about Mystery-Guy-That-I-Have-A-Crush-On-From-Work, but too many people who could figure out who it is read this diary and I'm not going to risk that. If his identity became public, I would be completely mortified, let alone quite possibly rejected and I don't think I can handle that.

P.S. It's not Dave, okay??? Geesh.

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And now, for something completely different, today was the first day back from the two weeks of Xmas holiday freedom. Found out I have 3 exams in January.. English , World Issues and Finite. English I don't have to study for, but the other two are kinda making me nervous. Mr. Rice's W.I. tests are scary as hell and so I think I'm gonna die on the exam. Finite, despite everyone telling me it's the easiest math course on the planet, is NOT the easiest math course on the planet. I'm just not a math person and I'm really going to have to study my bum off to get a good mark on this and pull my overall mark up to like a 75.

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Am expanding my collection of illegal burned movies. Bwahahha. Now have Lotr:TT, Catch me if you can, triple X and Life as a House. AM trying to find copy of Black & White starring Elijah WOod *droool* but cant find it!! :( i type in "black and white" and all i get is assorted porn movies. Urgh. lol

Also, am thoroughly, THOROUGHLY hooked on Harry Potter & The Carnelion Key. This girl is just a FANTASTIC fanfic writer. Oh my God. I just can't stop reading. It will be so interesting to see what JK Rowling comes up for the fifth book, because right now what I'm reading sounds exactly what I think should happen!!! When I read the real one I'm gonna be like 'what? that's not what happens!!! it should be like kellie's story!!!' lol. We'll see.

Anyway. I'm done now. I have not much elese to say. Have a great day, kids.

BTW: download "save yourself" by sensefield, it's soo good!!!!