WELL ITS ABOUT GOSH DARN FRIGGEN TIME U LET ME ADD AN ENTRY *KICKS DIARYLAND*

*Glowers*

*interrupts glowering with IMPORTANT NEWS!!!!*

DAVE IS COMING TO TORONTO ON SEPTEMBER 3RD!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM *SOOOOO* THERE!!!!!

And now I will post the entry I wrote earlier today. *nods*

Wow. I am really looking forward to March Break.

Granted, I’m not actually doing anything spectacular. Let me tell you, it’s been hell sitting in class listening

to everyone talk about how they are going to Cancun or Florida or Cuba on Friday.. whereas my “vacation” is going to be spent scooping popcorn, sleeping and doing the odd bit of homework.

Sigh.

But at least it’s a vacation, I really need it. I’ve been way to busy lately, everything is just piling up. First there’s school work in general: multiply the pressure of that times a hundred because this is OAC and the next few months mean more than my entire education so far, which

is extremely stressful. Right now, my marks aren’t all that great. I think Im sitting between 75-80 which is okay, but not guaranteed.

On top of all that, I have been sick a lot this winter. Flus, cold, general feeling depressed. Not all the time, but its on and off. Mostly I’m just feeling antisocial, exhausted, I dont feel like being around people, or doing anything. And before this wasnt so much of a problem because I was used to it and I could kind of deal with it because my social life was pretty much non existant anyways. But now I’m feeling guilty because I know it’s affecting my relationship with Tyler (precisely why I haven’t dated someone in so long, because I knew this would happen).

I’m so into him, but I feel like I’ve been a horrible girlfriend because I haven’t really been showing any emotion. It’s unfair to him, I know. When we first started going out, I was feeling really normal so it was fine, but then a couple weeks in and this has hit again. I don’t think I could deal with a relationship with me, if I was him (wow, how confusing is that?). Which kind of scares me, because there are how many girls out

there who are (a) actually in his sort of “clique” and (b) aren’t emotionless boring unsocial introverts like yours truly. Sigh. I know he’s going to tell me that this isn’t true, but whatever. It so is.

Moving on...

Wow, something scary happened yesterday!

When my dad and I got back home after he picked me up from school we got a call saying that my mom had collapsed at work and was taken to the hospital. My dad went in to see her and I stayed home. It was so scary, we

didn’t know what it was.. if it was the cancer again, or if it was something new. It turns out she has a viral ear infection that caused her to get so dizzy she couldn’t stand. She also lost hearing in one ear but the people think that that’s gonna come back. O_O

She couldn’t sit up and come home in a car, so an ambulance brought her home really late last night. She’s doing okay now, but it was pretty

frightening. I couldn’t help but start thinking the worst: what if she died? 0_0 Okay stop it. I’m not even going to talk about this anymore.

I didn’t go to band or families today cuz I was up late with mom. Probably Wharton is annoyed that I keep missing, but probably she can bite me because I actually had a reason for missing today. Apparently Mrs Marks went on a rampage because a lot of people weren’t there today. Meh. I’l deal with that on Thursday.

Woohoo! I got a pretty good response from Krisak about my narrative today. I was happy. He was really impressed but I got the dreaded Lets Talk because I didnt use indents (huh. Ever think maybe thats how I *wanted* it to look, dumbie? Gar.).

Handing in my Kiddie Litter (aka Children’s story) on Thursday. I only have about 20 pages of my script so far. Fuck it all. I need at least 60 for Friday. *debates*

Do I go to Tyler’s anyway?

Hunh.

YES?
- I work my butt off after school tomorrow and finish the script
- I only go over until like 6 or 7 and come home and finish
- We haven’t officially gotten together in a few weeks and I really miss him...

NO?
- Finishing this project is more important because Krisak said we need to hand it in by Friday if we want to use this mark for University (which I do).
- Probably if I did go I’d be up late finishing and I have to go to

band the next morning and most likely work Friday night
- We can hang all

next week because it’s March Break

Hm. I’ll reassess the situation tomorrow after I work on it before work. Maybe I’ll even bring it in and work on break, that’s a good half hour available. Plus I have a spare tomorrow to work as well.

Well

its 10:00, maybe I’ll finish up my kids lit and get some rest.

Btw: Gbaby

changed her layout, I’m happy. Stop bothering me people. And learn how to freakin make sense! holy cow, are you all on drugs? My goodness. Good job Jodi, congrats on keeping your sanity lol.

Night all :D